I guess the reason for my disturbed sleep of recent weeks is fairly obvious. No, it's not my impending trip in Emma Kennedy's car - although somewhat bizarrely I've had vivid dreams about three different people from the Smoking Room (last night I was talking to Selina Griffiths who plays Janet the PA). It's the operation I'm having on my leg tomorrow.
Yes, I know it's minor and routine and nothing to worry about. My rational side is perfectly happy with all of that. It's the loss of conciousness and control that scares me. I remember seeing Alicia having an aneasthetic when she was two or three and the transition from being awake to being unconcious took just a few seconds and it was deeply disturbing with little resemblance to the normal process of falling asleep.
On the plus side, I'm looking forward to two weeks of playing video games, ignoring calls from work, feeling sorry for myself ... oh, and I've got my birthday somewhere in the middle of it all as well.
Monday, July 19, 2004
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